Joy's profileOº°‘¨JÕ¥ ¨‘°ºOPhotosBlogListsMore  |  Tools Help |
envy!? why why why why
now anytime in my head have this word
I think think think why i went to NZ not good time
why i came back to my country befro another people
Why in December i want to go but my friends will go back to them country
I can't see every body again why i alone
 Hum Hum so sadI don't want same this
i like to talk with my SIT's friends
Now it difficult to talk
I want to call to Sam everyday, But it very expensive
Now i want to save money
 for go to NZ again Now i just send mail to friends and wait mail from friends
but i don't know how long of time
This time i chack mail everyday but no one
I don't know how to tell them about my feeling
I very very sad I want to keep in touch them long time, but maybe they daon't want
And if often i send to them, them will annoy me.
 (finish sad mode) The day before yesterday
my teacher call me for talk about my life in NZ
I talk and cry
after saw that everybody to be scared.
My teacher ask me "What happen"
I said i miss my friends and i tell er about no one mail to me.
I cry to finish class.
I feel so bad the day before yesterday.
 Yesterday
I went to shopping
I saw hedgehog
I want to buy but very expensive
last year I had to bought one
but my cousin want too
I gave it for her.
I'm sad, because i really like hedgehog.
This is hedgehog.
Today I read Sam's Spaces sound it wonderfull
I think she get at happy time
I'm very envy.
Busy! Now I very busy
Because before this i think i have a lot of free time
I don't want........
If i have time i will think about SIT's friends
I miss them very much
My free time i just cry and sleep
I feel bad
 Now i find activity for do
I have special class about English, Piano, Computer and tourism
And now i find information about PHUKET
because
 Gummuk-si tell me next year he will come here for travel in PHUKET  I want to guide him.I tell my mom about this she said if my friends come to THAILAND
Please tell her,she have free ticket a lot
If my friend who want to come here you will save a lot of money.
next month i will go to PHUKET for look aroud and keep information.
I think if my friends come here i will guide them good enough.
Now! everyday i feel not good
 I stomach ache i think because something in my body it will break.
It denger if it broken and slow to go hospitel i will die.
I worry about this
now anytime i go out with my friend
because if it broken and no one stay with me i think it denger.
slow week I think this week past very slow. I call to Sam every day.
Because miss everybody I want to go back to NZ now.
Every day in here is very hot.
 I really don't like
Yesterday I saw Thai drama.
I think look like Korean Drama they play in Korean.
It very cool country i want to go.
 Ah~~~~~
Today i had to study Japaness.
My Japaness teacher said will have exchang studant progaram to Japan.
If i want to go I can go because he said my Japaness is good enough for go.
But just 10 day.
And i think if i go to Japan.
This December i can't go to NZ again.
Hummmmmmmmmmmm
 difficultI want to go both of country.
But I think Japan,I can go next time and if i finish university, I will go to Japan sure.
But NZ i want to go because i want to see friends.
If i don't go this year...........
I will can't see every body long time ..............
I should go this year only...
 Aa~
I hear about holiday in SIT
my friends they will go to Queenstown ....
I didn't have to go out with friends....why????
I think i went to NZ it not good time...
a lot of friends don't have time for me...
 sad sad sad If i go to NZ again please go out with me na.
I want .....
 I think next month i will go to hospital for something
I have some problem in my body,it not good.
I will stay in hopitel in September for take it out from my body
,but not long time (i think)
may be 1 week
....
 Today i get up early in the morning.
about 4 am. for wait mail from SIT's friends.
But no one for me
I send to everybody but i think may be have problem.
  I miss my brother monkey very much.
Thai time Now i stay in Thailand, it very hot.
I don't like. I think now in Invercargill get to winter,
every body pleaes take care of yourself,I worry.
Today I very tired.You know my flight very interesting.
I went from Christchurch to Singapore, I alive at Singapore 19:45.
But my flight from Singapore to Thailand at 19:30.
I didn't have time enough.
I ran, that it so far and I have a lot of thing,it very heavy...
I'm last in this flight. First time I think i can't in this flight sure.
because I think to be late.
Wow! I can't think anythink first time i think i will feel alone,
But I'm just ran ran ran.
This is very interesting trip.
Yesterday my host family pick me up to airport.
I cry all time and bye time i hug dad & mom.
And I into plane and cry cry cry.
I non-stop cry from Invercargill to Christchurch.
Now my eyes are very big and red.
I think a lot think --- miss friends + miss host + miss new zealand +.......???
I will go to NZ again this December sure.
I will go ....................................
.........................I hope I can go
see you again *everyone I will keep in touch you away.
 The last i hope everyone will do exam verywell.
concentrate to do the exam, you will get a good point.
I will give morale for you any time.
 Praty bye-bye
I feel sed very much but i think didn't have someone knew. i will cry all time but i want to smile.
You know! i receive mail from everybody i cry but just little.
because if i start cay i think i will bad and i think not good for everybody.
but i think a lot all time i try to stop think but i can't.
i feel bad to see someone last time.
i want to do a lot in here i want to talk a lot with my friends.
i came to classroom again before the praty.
i cry because i can't study continued,
i can't talk with everybody same before.
so sad this is bad time,
but same time i happy to see everybody enjoyed in praty.
i will keep in touch everybody i will miss you anytime,
And i will do everything for come to see everybody again.
 15-06-2006 Have a good day
Have a good day I think this day is very very good day I went to Bluff with Joyce Yesterday she said I think just joke. But today she said with me this is truth. I’m happy very much this is first time and last time to go Bluff (I’m think). I want to come here again. I think if I go back to Thai, I will say with my mom again. This December I have free time, but I’m not sure. If this year I can’t come here I think next year I will go to Korea. May be April or December of next year……………….. Today afternoon I went to Korean restaurant with Jasmine&Jee Eun(my Korean homemate) And shopping together, we bought the bunch of key same Now I can’t use with my mobile phone, because the other day I put phone in washing machine. Now my mobile phone is break down. I will buy new phone in Thai. And I will show you again.
|
<So cute*>
|
|
